Damn

I wanted to take a moment to share something deeply personal with you all. Over the past few days, I’ve been on an emotional rollercoaster, and it all started with just one message. One click led to another, and before I knew it, years’ worth of messages started to align with what I discovered. I found myself unraveling a web of information that I hadn’t fully grasped before.

I had a feeling for a while now, a suspicion that something wasn’t quite right. But seeing everything come together, all the pieces falling into place, has left me feeling a whirlwind of emotions I can hardly put into words.

A wise woman once told me, “The truth will only make you mad.” And she wasn’t wrong. I’m feeling a mix of confusion, frustration, and maybe even a bit of heartbreak. Now everything makes sense in a way that’s overwhelming. While this blog is where I share my updates and behind-the-scenes thoughts, I’m not quite ready to dive into the specifics of what’s going on.

Although part of me wants to just disappear and unplug from everything except weight training and writing like the bad motherfucker I am, I still have feelings. I know I can’t completely retreat. I will be ok, but right now 😕

Damn…

— Fe ❤️